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[bliumchik]

It just occurred to me that my journal entries have steadily declined in personalness. I suppose it's because I've realised that PEOPLE I KNOW actually READ this stuff, god knows why. I mean, how do you write what you think about someone who'll read it the next day? That's a way to lose friends, especially since "What I really think" changes from week to week, or from minute to minute on really bad days.

I mean, it hasn't been all that much of a problem yet - I haven't had anything major to hide like, having a crush on someone who's likely to read this or hear about it thru friends, but it's only a matter of time, what with teenage hormones and shit, or if not that something major is going to happen and I'll be tactless about it. I've been lucky so far. Only minor things, but that won't last forever. This is fucking pointless, you know? I'd be better off keeping a diary.

Well, whatever, I guess I'll just keep writing pointless shit.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

No-one is telling you what to do with your livejournal, so it doesn't really matter what you put in it as long as you're happy with it. But my suggestion is to not write stuff that you wouldn't say in reality.

ksenya

[maggiebloome.livejournal.com]

Sometimes it's easier to write stuff than say stuff, though. Your thoughts are organised differently.

[(Anonymous)]

Yeah I know what you mean!! I write because it helps me to think things through, because like if you say something to someone and then they're like "FUCK YOU BITCH!!" and then LATER you realise that your first thought was in fact not correct, then that kinda screws it up.

But what do you mean, in terms of organisation of thoughts?

I want a Russian posse. Instead I'll have to survive with my new Zetland/Beaconsfield posse. Posse pride.

ksenya

[maggiebloome.livejournal.com]

Heh. Posse's are fun. Wheeeeee, I have a posse.

But you can get the "fuck you bitch" in writing too :P