bliumchik | (no subject)

Jeez, Russian human interest stories are really weird! Now there's some thingy about eighteenth century british swords being discovered on the sea bed near israel... O_o

My mum dragged me to mahan pool yesterday. I didn't swim. It' ok when there's people to distract you from the cold till you warm up, but i was just with my parents. I dipped my feet in. It was FUCkING FREEZING.

My mum is such a harpy. She gets hysterical over the smallest things. She's just moody I guess.

Man, I need a new job. My dad's always telling me that I won't find anything easier, that you have to work hard everywhere, but I could deal with that if it weren't for all the other stuff. It's just a whole new world and theres SO MUCH to adjust to ALL AT ONCE, including the ability to adjust to lots of things at once, fast. I can't do it! I've got to learn how to handle bread, money, cleaning equipment, custmoers AND employers ALL AT ONCE!! And I'm expected to do it really fast! Bakers Delight is really hectic, and they can't afford to give me more time to get used tothings. Maybe if I'd started somewhere more relaxed, I could manage it - it's not so much the physical work as the emotional strain. I was in Angus and Robertson before my shift on tuesday, and I got an application form for there - after all, I know books. I'm comfortable with books. It'd be one less thing to have to get used to. And of course a friendly atmospher works wonders.

Damn, I don't think my angst is orange anymore. I've gotten over most of my social angst. I wonder if that quiz has a colour for employment angst? They probably have one for parental angst...