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I'm having these recurring dreams where I can walk through walls. Not all the time, though, I can't just stick a hand through something. I have to really spread out and lean against it with my whole body and not pay attention and just sort of relax through it. I think it was coded to my self-consciousness issues, because that was the feeling when I couldn't do it. Like people are looking at me, how can I just fall through a solid wall when they can see me?

I'm also disconnecting the internet for the weekend and trying to get an absolutely ridiculous amount of practice essays done, woohoo.