Feeling crappy. Tuesdays filming kind of died when I realised my script was WAY too complex, and now I've got a new one but Avi doesn't want to be Ron, and now Stan's being iffy. Speaking of those two neither of them turned up today at NIDA, although I'm now having a hard time remembering whether I actually asked Avi to come, since I wasn't thinking about it when I was with him. Doesn't really matter, we just did theatre sports since too many people have been away for the scripts to work out. My dad came, with Timmy, who crawled out to us in the middle of an excercise with his little car. Sam (the teacher) made the point that everyone ought to be like a child on stage, unselfconscious and just concentrating on what your character is doing. He also made an amusing comment about Tom (Alyssa's boyfriend) without realising he was in the audience... Woops?
Wednesday was the House of Bernada Alba thing which was VERY AWESOME and Alex was cool, although her character didn't have any angsty secrets unlike, oh, ALL of the others. After school I went to watch Mr and Mrs Smith with Di And Co - it was also awesome. I now get the point of those internet people who were saying things like "I wasn't bisexual till I saw this movie." Seriously, it is SUCH a welcome change when a movie that is funny and romantic also has amazing action scenes AND three hot main characters. Drool much. The mall where Reading Cinema is though - I've been there before, and I'd SLIGHTLY forgotten that it's kind of asian TO THE EXTREME, so expecting to get Oportos was kind of stupid. I ate a sandwhich and stole some of Dianas teriyaki chicken. Diana was teasing Ruxi and Yi Fan as always in the style of "Whenever there's something romantic in the movie, i'm gonna go OOH it's just like Ruxi and Yi fan!!!" And I was like "What, even the steamy sex scenes?" She got pwned muchly - the movie was all sex and violence :P Angelina and that guy had just finished beating the crap out of each other and then randomly having sex, and I went "So Diana... does THIS remind you of Ruxi and Yi Fan?" Hehehe. Ruxi didn't get to witness her vengeance, sadly, because she had moved down several rows to illustrate her annoyance.
After the movie Di and I went back to the school for the play, conveniently arriving an hour early and finding the whole school locked. Whenever we tried to get into the campbell hall we got a taste of Ms Lane's Wrath. Eventually somebody opened another door for us, so Diana went to her locker and then we sat in the niiiice warm computer room for half an hour. When we went back downstairs and made our donations we bumped into Sasha and Toly, who were talking to Elaine. Then my parents arrived and my mum was annoying. Avi showed up just as the thing was starting, and sweetly asked Toly and Sasha to move down a chair so he could sit next to me ^_^ my parents gave him a lift home afterwards. As we were walking out of the front of the school we saw Toly and Sasha standing there and laughing hysterically while pointing at the doors. it eventually emerged that what they found so amusing was that the door was really heavy, and people would come up and push it before realising this. I have to say, they were right - it was pretty funny.
Hm, I feel better now. Writing is always good for that. The only time I wasn't depressed today was when I was writing the Book of the Dust mite Spirit, which i shall post whenever I can be bothered - it's funny ^_^ and Jenny is the Chosen One. I guess the thing is, depression doesn't ruin good things - just neutral or ambiguous things that die. So I have to surround myself with simple, easy to interpret Happy things - like writing, and my cat. Otherwise I just start thinking and then LORD MAKE THE EMO GO AWAY!!!
God, next thing you know I'll start slashing my wrists like those other dumb fucks with hormonal problems. Although, fun as knives are (the knives in Smith were sooo cool) I think I prefer fire. It's pretty. ANYWAY. As I was saying, life generally isn't obliging with producing the happy things, so I have to make my own. When I'm alone without one I start thinking, and when I'm with people it can swing either way, because people are hard to read, and depression always makes for negative readings. It's the little things I can depend on. The ones you don't have to think with.
Wednesday was the House of Bernada Alba thing which was VERY AWESOME and Alex was cool, although her character didn't have any angsty secrets unlike, oh, ALL of the others. After school I went to watch Mr and Mrs Smith with Di And Co - it was also awesome. I now get the point of those internet people who were saying things like "I wasn't bisexual till I saw this movie." Seriously, it is SUCH a welcome change when a movie that is funny and romantic also has amazing action scenes AND three hot main characters. Drool much. The mall where Reading Cinema is though - I've been there before, and I'd SLIGHTLY forgotten that it's kind of asian TO THE EXTREME, so expecting to get Oportos was kind of stupid. I ate a sandwhich and stole some of Dianas teriyaki chicken. Diana was teasing Ruxi and Yi Fan as always in the style of "Whenever there's something romantic in the movie, i'm gonna go OOH it's just like Ruxi and Yi fan!!!" And I was like "What, even the steamy sex scenes?" She got pwned muchly - the movie was all sex and violence :P Angelina and that guy had just finished beating the crap out of each other and then randomly having sex, and I went "So Diana... does THIS remind you of Ruxi and Yi Fan?" Hehehe. Ruxi didn't get to witness her vengeance, sadly, because she had moved down several rows to illustrate her annoyance.
After the movie Di and I went back to the school for the play, conveniently arriving an hour early and finding the whole school locked. Whenever we tried to get into the campbell hall we got a taste of Ms Lane's Wrath. Eventually somebody opened another door for us, so Diana went to her locker and then we sat in the niiiice warm computer room for half an hour. When we went back downstairs and made our donations we bumped into Sasha and Toly, who were talking to Elaine. Then my parents arrived and my mum was annoying. Avi showed up just as the thing was starting, and sweetly asked Toly and Sasha to move down a chair so he could sit next to me ^_^ my parents gave him a lift home afterwards. As we were walking out of the front of the school we saw Toly and Sasha standing there and laughing hysterically while pointing at the doors. it eventually emerged that what they found so amusing was that the door was really heavy, and people would come up and push it before realising this. I have to say, they were right - it was pretty funny.
Hm, I feel better now. Writing is always good for that. The only time I wasn't depressed today was when I was writing the Book of the Dust mite Spirit, which i shall post whenever I can be bothered - it's funny ^_^ and Jenny is the Chosen One. I guess the thing is, depression doesn't ruin good things - just neutral or ambiguous things that die. So I have to surround myself with simple, easy to interpret Happy things - like writing, and my cat. Otherwise I just start thinking and then LORD MAKE THE EMO GO AWAY!!!
God, next thing you know I'll start slashing my wrists like those other dumb fucks with hormonal problems. Although, fun as knives are (the knives in Smith were sooo cool) I think I prefer fire. It's pretty. ANYWAY. As I was saying, life generally isn't obliging with producing the happy things, so I have to make my own. When I'm alone without one I start thinking, and when I'm with people it can swing either way, because people are hard to read, and depression always makes for negative readings. It's the little things I can depend on. The ones you don't have to think with.
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